Isolation

I feel so utterly alone. Everywhere I go, I see dads with their kids. I see couples who appear happy. I don't know how to process this feeling of isolation. There is nothing that will sate the feelings of loss when your children are taken away. It is bad enough that I am accused of being a monster and having to live out of a suitcase but add the loss of children and it makes for the perfect storm, emotionally speaking.